quick

quick stolen internet time! iPod! Writing! Christmas!

heading

heading home for two weeks, internetless. Holidays!

Snow.

Snow. Thanks so much snow. Love it.

hundredth

Rehearsal, writing, laundry, packing, one hundredth post!

don't

I just don't have seven words today.

dance!

Pina Bausch tonight! I already wanna dance!

process

accomplishment attention anxiety career art process result

semester

Official end of semester today. Looking forward.

swallow

Take a breath, and swallow your food.

much

Suddenly much to do before I leave!

sitting

sitting all day, face stuck in screen

conversations,

conversations, rain, temperature, work, papers, jelly, rehearsal

smiled.

The night smiled. Me too, despite insecurities.

torture

The torture never ends. This fucking body...

drunk

being drunk puts me in touch with...

tonight

movie, shopping, baking cookies!, party later tonight

Writing

Writing again. And looking forward to writing.

surging

emotion rises periodically, surging to my face

[word]

He's still with his boyfriend. [word] [word]

"lecture"

Highly successful "lecture" yesterday. Very good job!

swing,

back into the swing, as they say?

where

Home's where the heart is. Where's that?

thanksgiving

early departure for so necessary thanksgiving break

titles.

Thinking about titles. For upcoming title "lecture".

blame

I blame music. Oh, yeah, and myself.

Waves

wow, Waves the theatrical experience was... wow

health

Physical health is mental health. Feeling wounded.

full

i'm full and i don't want to

Laughing

Laughing so much makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE!

Streamlining

Streamlining an idea shouldn't necessarily simplify it.

several.

If it isn't one thing, it's several.

scrambled

scrambled omelette in bowl with spoon. comforting.

LEGOS!

ridiculous food, good friends, laughter, and LEGOS!

kill

Sometimes you have to kill a day.

roses

Still new roses growing outside, defying November.

amongst

amongst the madness today, amongst the madness

better

A much better Wednesday. Thank you everyone.

notebook,

cell, notebook, pen, red fabric, train ticket

"...and

"...and bitterness and rancour and envies innumerable."

troubled

sick of these feelings can't articulate troubled

vacances!

Petites vacances! People from that happier time : )

cover,

cloud cover, uncertainty, awkwardness?, guessing, second-guessing

poisoned

A poisoned morning; rough and crippled, pestilent.

kids,

These fuckin' kids, spoiling my Obama high...

Obama.

Today I voted proudly for Barak Obama.

tomorrow...

Wrestled with a movement piece. Election tomorrow...

eat

can't fuckin eat this morning. never healthy.

Smiling

Smiling about last night. And awaiting bedtime.

sunny,

Morgan, Brian, Adam?, sunny, blue, orange, green

bones.

cold winter bones. woke with no heat.

busyness

The slide back into busyness has begun.

suspicion

...this suspicion that I'm not really trying...

tea

Green tea wake up, another Movement Monday.

cheeseburger

cheeseburger cheeseburger cheeseburger! ah, satiety, how fleeting!

awaited

awaited a reply, will wait again tomorrow

sweaters,

evaluating papers, being cold, wearing sweaters, stretching

cats

lessons, questions, lunch and dinner, herding cats

nothing

Having nothing to do gets nothing done.

sickness

sickness makes me slow, softens, rots me

waste

Allowing myself to waste the day. Guilt?

Who

Who am I taking these photos for?

word

I learned a new word today: playpoem.

October

murder of crows, moody October sky, Patrick

cookie.

There is nothing like a good cookie.

Began.

Faced the blank page. Began. Began! Began!

Waves

finished The Waves for the second time

Obsessed

Obsessed with that scene from Inland Empire!

days.

There are many ways to process days.

Today,

Today, as most days, I don't know.

regimen

ritual discipline promise routine practice regimen duty

important,

I do like feeling important, yes. You?

start

cadence, rhythm, reading about writing, start writing!

good

Felt damn good at my job today.

Nora

Nora always imparts inspiration: artistic, spiritual, political...

tonight

tonight i got somewhere fun to go...

yeah

defective esophagus defective esophagus defective esophagus yeah

fluttering

fluttering leaves, new friend?, debate, Waits, Woolf

photographs.

These have become more like daily photographs.

sadness

This sadness sits around like dust, disheartening.

sleepless.

sleepless. more cough than breath. some peace?

infection:

drunk on infection: infirm, moist, thick, slow

enrhumé.

water from sky, water from nose. enrhumé.

chilly

cloudy, cold, and quiet. a chilly peace.

figure

tired. but i will figure this out.

teaching

Started teaching children acting. Energy. Focus. Fun.

Anxious

Anxious about the things that are beginning.

jamais.

Mais c'est vrai; on ne sait jamais.

this

this body, this body, this fucking body...

wine

tonight wine Arrested Development lower back discussion

Landed

Landed a role. Amazing how mood-altering!

pages

hundred pages in Foucault's Pendulum. ocular fatigue.

cloudy

reading, limiting internet time, cloudy outside, walking

faith?

Am I having a crisis of faith?

squirrel

squirrel eating a whole piece of toast.

specificity

Is specificity impossible with these restrictions?... Try!

more

I feel much more than 7 words!

goal:

The goal: specific brevity? Complex, specific brevity.

Surprises

Surprises bring up things we thought past.

word

I learned a new word today: heartbreakthrough.

please

please know how i care for you

today.

I'm going to do something difficult today.

omelette

omelette, book, worry, longing, typing, speech, conflict

Brevity

The Complexity in Simplicity? Beauty in Brevity?